Ooooohhhhh, Home town, memories, people,memories,people,memories,,,,

This time during my long stay in my hometown , I am facing new experiences with people (may not all of them a happy or enjoyable, or better to say may be most of them are nostalgic for me ! ),
Tonight i attended a wedding party (ofcourse an Iranian style) after about 7 years. In spite of i never liked this kind of wedding parties(mostly because of the type of B..l sh..t music they play and some B..L S..t customs, which i wished to be at least some of our proud traditional persian customs not these kind of mixed nonsense !!), this wedding party just was interesting for me since i was attending such kind after about 7 years !!,,,,and meeting some people after a long time,,,,
Ooooohhhhhh, memories, hmetown, memories, people, memories, memories,,,,
i was greeting many people, and just remembering my late mom and many discussions and memories with her regarding many issues and many of those people,,,,sometimes i feel it will be very difficult for me to live in this place again with such memories,,,,
Oooooohhhhhhh, memories, hometown, memories, people, memories, memories,,,,,,
but concurrnetly, from the other side, i was having totally a different type of feeling this time by attending such party, by looking at different couples who were dancing together, this time ,somehow i was understanding their feelings or at least to geuss such feelings,,,and the reason for this different feeling was maybe due to some changes in my life which is happening these days,,,,,and i am so happy for that, because since last 2 months i am feeling i found my lost ring,my lost piece,or my completeing stone piece in my life,,,,,,and all these giving me a new kind of motivation in my life in directing my life arrow,,,,,,,
Oooooohhhhhh, memories, hometown, memories, people, memories, memories,,,,,
but anyway,,,,I say thank you to God, for all whatever giving me in my life,,,,and i am happy for all that,,,,but still, God, help me ,,help me,,,and help me,,,,
Oooooohhhhhh, memories, hometown, memories, people, memories, memories,,,,,
and i feel the "wind of change' in my life,,,,,